A Simple Kiss

Many of the people that knows me simply cant believe that I get moments of depression or is filled with sadness from time to time. I guess it is because that is how I portrait myself to the outside world all the time. Some would find that draining or just near impossible; I just do.

Now, when I have my moments I find inspiration by reading through my diaries, notes, poems and can't help but feel uplifted and ready to smile and laughter. While going through a whole box of writings I came across a few poems I wrote when I was 19 and I was ludicrously inlove with a man who taught me so many things about myself.

 A Simple Kiss

So edible, I try to move closer
To touch, to smell, to devour
My fingers move over the lines -
The structures of pure enjoyment and signs
Of lust keeps me in hunger
And I dont know for how much longer
I can refrain from reaching out
To caress you with my mouth

In public, you shy away from my touch
But it only aid my need to try harder
To close the distant distance you lodged
And I'm to understand, but my heart beats faster...
The excitement; so enthrilling, so entoxicating
Where's my head? I just cant stop thinking!

You see me looking and smile
Jeez, this is taking more than just a while.
When am I going to feel the bliss I had before?
Instinctively, I knew, tonight, it gon' be me at your door.
Making sense is futile and unsucessful
So, I'm just gonna try to act collected and cool.
You say I'm crazy, I'm insane.
Ya, probably, but rather that then bein mundane.

I look at you, drawing you to my desire.
You agree...at last...this is it indeed; FIRE
The moment before, I savour
It gon' happen, stop bloody thinking, it's in your favour
You touch
I touch
We touch
Sweet, gentle yet ferocious with such demand
Pulled into your twist; im forever charmed